Hard

Hard
By: Stephanie Lynch

Life is so hard without you here.
Here to help me through these hard, unforgettable nightmares.
Nightmares that I hate to live because it feels so damn real.
Real is how he makes me feel when I look into his beautiful eyes and see them shining back at me.
The way I see things, I see myself, I'm lost and can't be found, heard but can't be seen.
Seeing how you ended breaks my heart of all hope.
Hope that gave me strength.
Strength that gave me faith.
Faith that was suppose to help me survive.
Survive these problems, and face them head on.
Because your gone I feel nothing at all.
It's hard to breath when I wake up.
Up is what I am.
I am up but not happy.
Happy but not whole.
But then you give me a new feeling.
One that needs me just as much as I need them.
You gave me hope, strength, and faith to survive.
You made me happy, you made whole.
You made it easy to breath.
But the hard part of all that is, the fact that your still gone.
The hard part is knowing how much I need you.
The hard part is missing you so much.
The hard part is not being with you now.
That's the hard part, for me.